Let Your Heart Guid You. It Whispers, So Listen Carefully..
I think being me is one of th greatest bleassings from God. I don't have to try harder to get along with ppl around me, just be myself things would be easier tho. And I'll do my best with th time that i have in life. Never regrets th past, life's too short for me to be stuck in th past whr I can't change anything..
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Date: 10.12.2011 (4.05 PM)
Woke up late. Oh, well, holiday. So who care?! Ngeh3. Berus gigi. Enjoy-ing my brunch (dgn lahapny). Then, online. Suddenly, getting bored online. Going downstairs, checkin anything tat i can eat. Emm, kuih cempedak! Yummehh. Back to my room. Not long after tat, mom came to my room asking me to cut her hair.
Me: Ba mn tu gunting?
Mom: (senyum2) teda.
[sa npk gunting kain. Jeng3]
Me: Tu na mak! (sambil ketawa kuat2)
Mom: shh.. Budu.. (murkah sa mengilai)
Me: Ba marilah tp jgn nyesal.
Mom: (risau kali terpentan) Nda payahla. P kedai jak.
Me: (memaksa) maarilahh aku gunting...
Mom: Sn bwh la.
[excited sa turun cpt2]
Me: Ba cpt!!
Mom: (cuci rambut lg)
Me: mau jg kasi basah.
Mom: spya rata!
[sa berdiri da dgn yakin sambil pgg gunting n sisir. Ni kalila! Mama sa duduk, cerewet lg. Demand mcm sa btul2 d saloon!]
Me: (sambil ktwa) ba ada la yg hilang jari kai gunting bsr!
Mom: (ketawa, maka risau telinganya tergunting.)
[siap, wlupn berketawa bising2 mama sa. Trus mama sa ckp..]
Mom: dulu2 aku pandai ba ptg rmbt ku sendiri.
Me: nahh... Ptg la rmbt ku ckit.
Mom: mari ku ptg.
[nyata sa excited. Maka br jg sa ptg rmbt few days ago.]
Me: (dgn nada yg yakin) ba mak cpt la. Tp jgn telampau pindik ah.
Mom: (pgg gunting da) ba sampai mn ni? Mo ptg mcm mn? (ketawa)
Me: 1 atau 2 inci jak.
Mom: bikin mu apa klu gtu.
Me: ba cptla.
[siuk jak mama ku ptg, sa mula gentar, lalu..]
Me: Mak ko ptg mcm mn tu?
Mom: kasi lurus lu d bwh br la kasi layer (tenang jak dia jwb)
Me: (sambil ktwa geli hati maka gusar uda.) awas ah klu buruk!
[nda puas hati sa pusing tgo d lantai]
Me: Mak!! Aku bilang 1inci jak! Ini brpa inci?? (sambil ktwa n gerigitan)
Mom: (sambil ketawa tendang2 tu rmbt spya sa tia npk) klu gtu jak bikin apa. Na cantik ba ni lurus da. Blm lg kasi layer.
Me: apa lg mo layer? Nda payah la..(terpentan uda)
*semua ini berlaku krn kebosanan melanda d hari sabtu! Last2 rambut santik2 uda layer jd rata ada sumpak lg! Grrrr*
Sunday, October 9, 2011
MAIGAD! how on earth i dun even knew that Colby O'Donis feat. this song with Miss Nina?! i meant, i've heard this song b4 [like a number of times already] but never know its miss nina! im so proud of her!
Though i don't really like the way she moves her body, still i adore this woman to bits! she's so Hot + lucky cuz she made it with Flo Rida yo! Go Go Miss Nina!!!
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Monday, September 19, 2011
Thursday, August 11, 2011
I've been darn struggling for these few months back, trying my very best to be the best among the best, yet, its eating me up tho! I couldn't stand it no more. Its not that i don't work harder, but, im just too sick of this life already. I've been through so much here. Indeed, i 've never knew that life is so pathetic when u don't have someone to lend u a hand when u needed it the most. Im so sick to death now. So much to share, but somehow, i don't know how to express it. huhh..
Thursday, July 21, 2011
OK, yeah im so emo now. But dammit, who care?! Still, that ASSHOLES should go DIE!
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Ralph Waldo Emerson once said "When it is dark enough, you can see the stars", HELL i can't even see any lights in KB ok! I had tried my f****** best to adapt myself BUT unfortunately, FAILED all over again. oH dear Lord i can't help myself. Im so sorry, im SO not into this place. IDK why but somehow it felt freaking sad every time i had to get back to that place again and again . For God's sake I love my job but not that place! If only i can drive, i'll drive kk-kb, kb-kk everyday. Sigh. So i guess its a sign that I need to learn driving NOW! Yeah by hook or by crook, I HAVE TO! I won't let myself staying thr any longer.
Monday, May 16, 2011
Here, I wanna wish a HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY to all teachers out there. We smile at the student who never sees a smile. We give a pencil to the student who doesn't have one. We take a few extra minutes to help "that" student. We spent our own money to buy what is needed. We believe in the student everyone else has given up on. We’re having hope, even when things look hopeless. We made it TEACHERS! HAPPY TEACHER’S DAY once again. May our day be filled with blessing & beautiful colors. Way to go, so i wish all of us th best!
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Time goes by a lot slower when u miss th one u love. And it hurt! I miss my dad so freaking much. I just couldn’t believe that i lose my dad at th age of 21. It’s pretty hard when u lose a loved one so suddenly. Year by year i still grieve but it’s less painful than it was previously. How on earth i can 4get him, evn though sometimes i just wish i could. But i just can’t! It’s darn true that u’ll never know what u hve until u lose it & once u lose it u can never get it back! *sigh* My life felt like it was completely upside down. I wasn’t so sure how i was going to make it through all of this without him. I knew that i couldn’t just seclude myself & cry, evn though i really wanted to. I had to move 4ward & gather th strength needed to survive. But it wasn’t easy & i still hve my moments of bursting into tears & sadness. It has been such a struggle though!
Lord, i miss him so much :(
Sunday, April 24, 2011
~sigh~ Why is evry thing seems so hard?
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Monday, April 11, 2011
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Time pls fly fast!!!
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
EIBOT!! Everything worth doing is exhausting tho!
Monday, March 7, 2011
Sunday, March 6, 2011
My bestie Julia Limban Leo called me just now. Gosh, i missed her like so MUCH ok! and thr goes, we planned for a vacay on Nov. im freaking excited!!! Hell, it's Besties Vacay!! I bet, it's gonna be th best Vacay ever! Fun Fun FUNSSSS.... Bestie Bebe Ghulam will be joining us too!
NOVEMBER pls come fasttt!!
it's sunday! but why th hell i hate sunday? i should enjoy th day perhaps. ~sigh~ i hate it when sunday came! u know why? cuz i had to get my butt off back to KB. how th heck i can tell th entire world of how much i Hate th routine?! Gosh, i couldn't freaking imagine my life was if i stay thr longer.
God pls help me!! give me strength.. give me hopes... give me what i want, at least for this one time only. i desperately begging U!
i was looking at her and realize that she's getting older yet i still don't spend more times with her. i've been a real bad daughter uh?! ~sigh~ im so sorry mom! and i meant it.. thr's no way i can really thank u mom for all u did for me nevertheless i must make it a habit to keep reminding myself of th various sacrifices u made while raising me.
u're th sweetest gift from God to me. forgive me and i swear to God im gonna be a good daughter of urs..
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Friday, March 4, 2011
Thursday, March 3, 2011
It's either Island or KK Adventure.. ermm... or it might be Kundasang?! oK... mana2 seja as long as im awayyyy from th school!! *rofl*
come fast! come fast!! come fastttt!!!!
Supposedly, internships provide an opportunity to get ur feet wet in a career that u're interested in learning more about, but what happened to me is i had to do everything alone w/out any guideline given to me! See, poor me eh?!
All these silly thingy are seriously gets into my nerve system! Am so freaking can't wait to finish this internship. For God's Sake, pls get me th hell out of this place! I can't get along with them any longer!
I learned a lot from this internship. What ever happened i still loves th kids! I am trying my very best to help & teach them sincerely. Even though sometimes i do gets freak out by their attitude, but that's th beauty of a kid. Yeah, i LoVe them so much!