Let Your Heart Guid You. It Whispers, So Listen Carefully..

Let Your Heart Guide You. It Whispers, So Listen Carefully..

I think being me is one of th greatest bleassings from God. I don't have to try harder to get along with ppl around me, just be myself things would be easier tho. And I'll do my best with th time that i have in life. Never regrets th past, life's too short for me to be stuck in th past whr I can't change anything..

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Time goes by a lot slower when u miss th one u love. And it hurt! I miss my dad so freaking much. I just couldn’t believe that i lose my dad at th age of 21. It’s pretty hard when u lose a loved one so suddenly. Year by year i still grieve but it’s less painful than it was previously. How on earth i can 4get him, evn though sometimes i just wish i could. But i just can’t! It’s darn true that u’ll never know what u hve until u lose it & once u lose it u can never get it back! *sigh* My life felt like it was completely upside down. I wasn’t so sure how i was going to make it through all of this without him. I knew that i couldn’t just seclude myself & cry, evn though i really wanted to. I had to move 4ward & gather th strength needed to survive. But it wasn’t easy & i still hve my moments of bursting into tears & sadness. It has been such a struggle though!

Lord, i miss him so much :(

Sunday, April 24, 2011


I wish life could be as simple as th way th sun shines on a tree. But, life ain't that easy to be expected & interpret it. Most of th times, we're left puzzled with th sequence of events that happened in our lives. And yeah, th only ways to see what lies in th future is to create it urself.

~sigh~ Why is evry thing seems so hard?


On ur birthday lots of ppl are thinking of u. I just wanted to let u know that i’m one of them. Happy birthday chikaro! Now u’re one year older. I just want u to know that i still care for u th same! In this entire world, whr everything seems uncertain only one thing is definite, u’ll always be my BFF beyond words, beyond time & beyond distance. With u even th bad times are good! Thanks for being such an awesome friend.
I hope ur birthday is as happy as u’ve made me & others. I’m wishing u all th great things in life & i hope this day will bring u an extra share of all that makes u happiest. Ur best years are still ahead of u. So all th best in th year to come. May ur days be filled with sunshine & beautiful colors. HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again RAZZIAH HAROON!

Monday, April 11, 2011


Suddenly missing Natalia Loyolla so much. She's 1 of my best childhood's partner. It's been a long time since tat day. We shared th laughs, gossips, crimes, tears & learning! I got like a bunch of sweet & bitter memories with her. Th memory of it makes me laugh. Always! :P

Sunday, April 10, 2011



this one as well!

OMG! who ever wants to give me presents, pls buy me this! hahaha..

Saturday, April 9, 2011


Over time ppl change, with or w/out reasons. It's a fact of life that human nature can't be predicted. The way they act/behave is so unexpected! So why do we even care so often?

Sunday, April 3, 2011

2 Weeks Left!

It's been 3months! OMG, i can't believe it! I can't even imagine how i survived living in a place which i've never thought i would stay at! I was like "for real!?" But yeah, i am! I've been tru so much within these 3months. And for God's sake, i don't like KB! I've tried my best to make myself comfortable, but i can't! Maybe it's because of th ppl itself & their culture makes me feel so annoyed. Another 2weeks to go then am DONE!

Time pls fly fast!!!