Let Your Heart Guid You. It Whispers, So Listen Carefully..

Let Your Heart Guide You. It Whispers, So Listen Carefully..

I think being me is one of th greatest bleassings from God. I don't have to try harder to get along with ppl around me, just be myself things would be easier tho. And I'll do my best with th time that i have in life. Never regrets th past, life's too short for me to be stuck in th past whr I can't change anything..

Saturday, December 25, 2010

BanGi oH BanGi!!

Auww... It's been quite a long time uh! Sorry for not keeping up with updates. It's been a crazy year tho! Anyway i was in Bangi all these while doing my KPLI thr.. I got not enuf time to blogging since i was too busy with th classes, asgmnts & all those pathetic thingy! im just super darn exhausted..

And now im finally in kk. home sweet home! having my holiday! it felt so good to be home but somehow i wonder why is it when u're somewhr else u wish u were home, but when u're at home u wish u were some place else?? ohh shity i missed Bangi mucho! ok, frankly speaking i hate Bangi (actually i am NOT!), but tat dosen't meant i hate bangi 4 th whole rest of my life. i still had like a bundle of sweet memories thr, especially th moment i spent with my new frens! they're all very down to earth persons that i've ever met!

It was a pretty great journey with them. Perhaps, im happy! hope to c them again next time!!

so here goes..


BIG (off to Port Dickson)

A trip to genting highlands


Last day in KPM IPIS

Tuesday, July 20, 2010


If ever i knew that yesterday was the last time for me to have u around & to see u alive, i would probably video tape each actions & words. So that i could play them back day after day. I would say sorry for every single thing, especially the day i reviled u. I swear to god that i don't meant it! I was just a little mad after all. I would appreciate u even more & say i love u everyday, instead of assuming u would know i do.

But, i was wrong! Cuz yesterday was all i get! I'm sorry cuz i wasn't there, around u at ur very last breath.

Saturday, July 17, 2010


Yes, i'm PISSED-OFF, everything and most ppl seems SO annoying to me man! Be in my shoes peeps, i'm sure ya'll gonna get annoyed like how i used to be.. **** man, i hate it! There is nothing SO annoying as to have this kind of feeling.

I was like, HEY, pls lah stop being so damn annoying just for one second now would u?

Thursday, June 24, 2010


True friends are hard to find, most of the time, people land up with wrong people, who are difficult to adjust with. With the increasing selfishness and cut throat competition between peers, it has become more difficult to find a person, who can be blindly trusted and looked upon in need. Also, with increasing interest of people in gossip and cheap plots, betrayal of friendship has become very common. One more reason because of which friendship these days do not bloom is self- engrossed nature of most of the people. Even worse are those cases, where betrayal of friendship is done for materialistic pleasures. Coping up with a broken friendship is quite hard, more so if you have no fault of yours. But, life goes on and you make new friends. You push away your hurtful past and learn a valuable lesson from it.

Monday, March 15, 2010


Sememangnya hidup ini amat sukar utk dijangka apatah lagi utk mentafsirkannya. Dahulunya aku masih di jalan yg lurus, namun skrg, tanpa aku sedari bhw kini aku hanyut dlm arus kehidupan yg mengarah keduniawian semata-mata. Terlalu byk dugaan yg tidak mampu aku tepis sehingga aku jadi alpa. Nyata, memang salah aku!

Lumrah lah, siapa kuat (rohaninya & jasmaninya) terus bertahan d jln yg benar, sebaliknya, siapa yg lemah akan terus hanyut bahkan karam ke lembah yg hina. Persoalannya pula, kuat ka aku atau lemah ka aku? Huhh..

Dlm kondisi aku, rasanya aku berada betul2 di pertengahan persimpangan jalan hidup yg memerlukan aku utk berhenti seketika & melihat apa yg tlh aku lakukan selama 24 thn aku hidup berpijak di bumi ini sblm aku meneruskan perjalanan aku yg sememangnya harus diperbetulkan dan amat menaggih kebijaksanaan aku utk memilih jln yg sesungguhnya benar.

Terlalu byk perkara sia2 aku lakukan jika hendak dibandingkan dgn kebaikan spt yg dituntut dlm hidup ini. Dlm erti kata lain, dosa lebih byk dari pahala. Ruginya hidup begini kan? Maka harusnya aku mengubah segalanya. Secara dramanya, aku harus bangun dari mimpi ngeri yg aku cipta sendiri dan mulakan semuanya dari titik permulaan.

Aku jg memohon sejuta kemaafan kepada sesiapa saja yg mungkin terluka dan terasa hati mahupun telah menjadi mangsa bahan mainan aku selama ini. Nama juga aku insan biasa yg tdk lari dr melakukan kesilapan kan? Jujurnya, aku menyesal dr lubuk hati aku yg paling dlm krn melakukan sedemikian kpd kamu yg berkenaan. Aku juga memaafkan org2 yg jg pernah menyakitkan, menyinggung, mempergunakan, mempermainkan dan paling penting tidak menghargai aku (memilih utk jadikn aku badut utk jadi brg mainan mu).

Yg penting skrg menghapuskan tompok2 hitam yg pernah aku sematkan dlm jiwa ini kpd sesuatu yg lebih putih dan cerah. Aku tahu ianya bukan sesuatu yg mudah, namun tiada ruginya utk aku berusaha kembali ke jln yg benar itu kan?

Asalkan ada kemahuan pasti ada jln utk mencapainya!

Kpd kwn2 ku harap kamu menyokong aku utk melalui proses transformasi aku dan tlg sedarkan aku sekiranya aku mulai lupa akan janji aku ni!! Ada baiknya kita saling mengingati kan selagi nyawa dikandung bdn.


Tuesday, February 9, 2010


Another boring day! OMG.. OMG.. I seriously can’t stand it. Im so restless and I don’t even know what to do right now. Like somehow it felt like u’ve been bulldozed in ur sleep ok!! I can feel like a part of me is gone and my brain is bursting out of my head la.. Sigh..

The boredom is KILLING me!! Arghhh..

Yes, life was pathetic if u got nothing to do. It felt so darn sick to death man! Try to be in my shoes then only u’ll know how it felt exactly. Apparently it will drives u crazy ok. Haha.. But, am not crazy yet.. soon, maybe! But, only if I couldn’t stop myself from complaining this and that all the time la ok. Wakaka..

OMG, I better stop being non sense la ok.. or else I should seriously consider seeking professional counseling! And for real that’s wasn’t my lifelong dream after all.. Lol!!

Gotta go! Byee..

XoXo *muahhh*

Thursday, January 28, 2010

aM BaCK aGaiN!!

Hey y’all! Ok, I’m so sorry cus I’ve been a bad blogger (I know right..).. I’ve been so darn lazy to blogging lately man. Yeap, very lame uhh? Sigh.. Without a doubt, I’ve always wanted to blogging, like everyday, but hell am such not that super RAJIN enough to gets my blog updated everyday la ok. But, there’s an excuse for FACEBOOK la, especially the FARMVILLE.. Haha..

It’s 2010!!

Speaking about 2009, I had a fabulous 2009. The year ended off well with my graduation on early October. Yeah, I’m GRADUATED!!! So YAY I’ve a good excuse to enjoy my so long holiday after 3 years of struggling with the assignments, notes and exams uhh. But, the sad thing is I’ve to be separated from one of my bestest BFFs “JuLia LimBan LeO” after 3 years being so closed. Lots of things that we’ve shared during that 3 years man! For sadness, happiness, and gossiping, of cos! Hehe.. She moved back to Miri after our graduation ceremony. Now, I missed her so darn much! :)

Ok, enough for being so emo! Lol!!

Over the holiday last November, I had a SUPER-GREAT time in KL with my BFFs Bebe Ghulam and Effah, and yeah my niece, of cos! We’ve had some great times there. Awww.. Yes, KL just made me happier and enjoyed the 5 days straight to the MAX ok! *wink*

New Year just fine. I did go for the countdown event with my so-called “ging karas” and enjoyed the countdown night like there’ll be no more countdown after that night. Haha.. That’s silly enough uh? Lol!

2010!! New hopes…

Job haunting!! Sigh.. JOB, this word is killing me ok! Plus, I am soOo LaZy to find one.. But, yeah I got to thinking, PLEASE laa! That is such a very lame excuse. I’d never do it as if I kept making excuses.. So, starting from now,I put on a new determination in me. And y’all know what? Despite all that challenging and reaching every hard to reach nook and cranny, I will never move backwards though! *wink*

Ok, I gotta go now. Take care y’all and have a blast day!

*Hugs and Kisses*