Let Your Heart Guid You. It Whispers, So Listen Carefully..
I think being me is one of th greatest bleassings from God. I don't have to try harder to get along with ppl around me, just be myself things would be easier tho. And I'll do my best with th time that i have in life. Never regrets th past, life's too short for me to be stuck in th past whr I can't change anything..
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
What a boring day!!
Can ya’ll just imagine being around with a person who had stabbed u in the back with an sharp knife and twisted it a few times? Well, it was kind of painful, actually. Plus, it was a huge betrayal and it was darn fuckin’ awful, though!
Imagine if u already knew that person for not only few days but YEARS and she/he started to betray u, does it make sense to u? If it happens to u, will u going to speak to her/him again? Can u just imagine ever feelin’ comfortable being casual with someone after all that time of being so close, then she/he betrayed u?
It happened, seriously! Am one of the victims. Lols! I keep on thinking about it on and on, wonderin’ why it happened to me. Tell ya’ll what, I often imagined myself literally wringin’ that bloody moron sluttish’s neck and kick the ass. It was so irritatin’ and annoyin’ to befriend with this kind of person. If ever I could turn back the time and choose to not befriend with that sluttish, I swear I will!
But, hell! It was kind of WEIRDO, cause in actuality I had a respectful relationship with that sluttish, though, she has betrayed and back-stabbed me. Weird, uh? But, it’s ok then, I do believe in karma and it goes around. U’LL GET YOURS SOON MY DEAR BLOODY UGLY MORON SLUTTISH!!
Ok enough !! Lols!!
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Only then, i've decided to start bloggin' again. But this time through BLOGSPOT, of course! hee! Why I choosed bloggin' as a way to express myself? well, tell ya'll that i'm a person who prefered to hold back my feelings cause am SO not good at verbalizin' them, as i always told myself to NOT showing my vulnerable to anybody. ANYBODY!
For me, it was very the SO bloody PITEOUS and it caused myself felt awkward showing what's inside me to the rest of the world. It was like, OMG! But i ended up to start bloggin' as i found that it was the only way for me to express everything inside me. At 1st i was a little unsure about the intention of using blogspot because I’m not exactly a computer whiz and I thought it would be a bit complicated.
But, it only took me a day to get started with the Blogspot and I got my 1st blog post after a day of struggling on it. It's sounds a bit KETINGGALAN, but I’m still surprised at how easy it was to express urself through bloggin'. Lols! I mostly used my computer for checking my email and FACEBOOKING. I really wish I would have found this blogspot earlier! Lols!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Finally, am havin’ a bloody good time now. No more mornin’ classes, No more assignments, No more exams, No more lectures, No more notes to read, and just No More!! *Big Smile* Lols! Btw, I was wonderin’, there are a ton of famous ppl like Jim Carrey, Quentin Tarantino, Joe Di Maggio, and Mark Twain never even went to high school or finished with their high school. That’s high school, 4get about college. But, they never even bothered, yet their life was stunnin’!! (I can smell jealousy in me right now. Lol!)
Somehow, it seems like if u’re destined for greatness, u’re goin’ to get there whether u have a high school dip or not. Which makes me think that it must work the same in the other direction too. Like, if u’re destined to be a loser, nothin’ u do is goin’ to change that. Not high school, not college, nothin’!! Ok, if I put myself in this situation, I guess the best thing for me to do is just accept my destiny and if that’s the same as just givin’ up, then my instinct’s right. I am a LOSER! But, what’s the point in tryin’ when u already know u’re goin’ to fail? That just seems bloody stupid…
Back to the reality, I shouldn’t let my emotions take over, if not I’ll be outplayed. So, the best thing is, I just have to go with whatever happens, happens.. And always remember that things happened for a reason.. *smiling*
Ok, am done for today. I’ll be back with my new story soon. Take care all!!
Monday, July 6, 2009
I had never been a mornin’ person & wasn’t too happy about getting’ up as early as in th mornin’ everyday. Arrrgghhhh, am so sick of it! But, by hook or by crook, I have to, for th sake of internship! Sabar aja lah
Am sure yall gonna agree with me if I says tht just th idea of havin’ to apologise for somethin’ we’ve done fills us with dread. Don’t yall? Moreover, it gets harder when we really have done somethin’ grievously wrong, like betrayin’ a friend’s confidence or sayin’ somethin’ hurtful in a CARELESS MOMENT. Hell, such a big mistake babes! For real, I was wonderin’ why we find it so hard to utter th 2 words “IM SORRY”, is really b’cus of our pride. For me, apologizin’ & admittin’ to our mistakes take responsibility, maturity, & humility on our part. All of which are not tht easy no matter whether u’re 17 or 60! Still, however hard it is, sayin’ sorry is vital in maintainin’ our relationship with a friend, parent or siblings, & not doin’ so when thr’s a need to can only make things worse. Undeniably, it’s like any other skill & habit, we’ve got to learn how to really say sorry & mean it. After all, thr’s nothin’ to lose if a relationship could be on th mean from it!
Whoa, I have to stop now. Still have other things to do. Better get on with it though. Lols! :p
Friday, July 3, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
Day by day, my head gets so confused. It’s hard for me to admit that am innocent. Well, am just got so brave to flirt u off! It felt so WRONG though, but it’s not my intention at the 1st place! To be frank, those were never the way I planned! I’m just a bit hating u for