Wan Ahmad Hilmi

It took me a few days to write this blog since I heard the sad loss of Mad. I was deeply shocked to learn of untimely death of Wan Ahmad Hilmi. I got tears in my eyes everytime I'm looking at his pics. He was so bright & nice. I officially met him first time in July 2010, when I started to study for KPLI in IPG KPI, Bandar Baru Bangi. I am deeply sadden & distraught at his passing. I will definitely miss him so..SO much. He was such a lovely, sympathetic, funny, intelligent, delicate, gracious & very special person. It's an honor to have been his friend these past few years. He was a very thoughtful person ever! He was always supportive for me to learn & understand IPG KPI way of life (since i kept on complaining of our IPG's rules and all). I know how difficult it will be to replace a man of such exceptional ability & character. And yeah, even after I came back to Sabah in the early of 2011, we often had exchanged emails, calls, texts. He always gave me good advice with a little bit humorous every time i need it. He was such a wonderful person in the short amount of time i knew him. And yes, I'm glad I was able to meet & befriend with him. I always admired him for his kindness, strength & the ability of truly knowing who he was. I would have liked to come for the funeral in Besut but I'm working in Sabah at the time so was unable to make it. This is so sad. I just can't tell of how sad I am. But I knew that Allah loves him more. He'll always stay in my heart with his sweetest smile. My thoughts & prayers are always with him. May his soul rest in peace.

Ughh.. *ImInDilemma*

Im in a situation which a difficult choice has to be made between equally undesirable alternatives. Ughh.. This is bad! Life is always like this la, where things don't always go as planned. Hence, i can't even think anything right now. And that really pissed me off! Oh Almighty, please help me. I begged U! Make things go well please... PLEASE... Amin Ya Rabb.

Partner In Crime

She's my best friend, my partner in crime to be exact!! hehe.. I had the most fabulous moments with her. We shared so much. Really! She has a big open heart which makes everybody loves her. We loves gossiping, outing, lepak-ing, eating, shopping and flirting (Limban i still remember our so-called-mission-impossible!!).. haha..

I missed her.. Though we're apart from each other, still we're so close at heart. I love u Limban!! Ngahaha.. She's in UPSI now doing hers DPLI. So, I would like to wish her all the best & God Bless u Limban!!

owhh I LOVE VINTAGE!

I've never get bored with vintage stuff. It's kinda cool & still in fashion instead!

*pictures from Google*

EFFA MENDOZA

Zatul Effa, also known as Effa Mendoza is one of my BFF. I knew her from my BFF, Bebe Ghulam. My 1st time outing with her was 3years back, at kkbox karamunsing. I thanked the Almighty for giving me a chance to know her. She’s a very, I repeat a VERY nice person (in&out). We’ve been through so much within the time we spent together, both good & bad. It’s been a blast though. It’s very convenient to get along with her. As she never talked bad things of others & always treated us well. Such a huge blessed to have her around. I can tell ya’ll of how much we loves ‘girls day (or shall I says *night*. Since we don’t really like going out at day time) out’! And hell, Yes, we loved each other even though sometimes we never made a big show of it. Yeah, still we loved each other. LoL!

And here, today, I wanna congratulate her in advanced for her engagement, which will be happen soon, on the 24th of March 2012. At last the light of Allah caught up with u BRO. Im extremely happy to hear this news. Wishing both of u (Effa & Azril) all the best on ur engagement & everything lies ahead. U both deserve nothing else BUT the best! As a friend, I’ll always (endless) praying for ur happiness BRO! Last but not least, may ur engagement be memorable & incomparable as well as ur life. Can’t wait for the wedding! *raised eyebrow* ILYSM!!

Hugs&kisses,

Eibot

The Sun Dosen't Always Shine

U know life is worth th strugle when u look bck on what u hve lost & yeah u'll definitely realize that what u hve now is way better than before. Don't u realize that life always surprises us? Whr, good thing may turn into a bad thing & it must be th same in th other direction. I meant, WHATEVER life gives u, even if it hurts to death, just be strong enough & most importantly PLEASE act like u're OKAY. That's worth a thousand words instead. Just living ur life while u're still breathing :)

Hari Enam Yg Bosan!

Mode: Bored To Death!
Date: 10.12.2011 (4.05 PM)
Location: Home

Woke up late. Oh, well, holiday. So who care?! Ngeh3. Berus gigi. Enjoy-ing my brunch (dgn lahapny). Then, online. Suddenly, getting bored online. Going downstairs, checkin anything tat i can eat. Emm, kuih cempedak! Yummehh. Back to my room. Not long after tat, mom came to my room asking me to cut her hair.

Me: Ba mn tu gunting?
Mom: (senyum2) teda.
[sa npk gunting kain. Jeng3]
Me: Tu na mak! (sambil ketawa kuat2)
Mom: shh.. Budu.. (murkah sa mengilai)
Me: Ba marilah tp jgn nyesal.
Mom: (risau kali terpentan) Nda payahla. P kedai jak.
Me: (memaksa) maarilahh aku gunting...
Mom: Sn bwh la.
[excited sa turun cpt2]
Me: Ba cpt!!
Mom: (cuci rambut lg)
Me: mau jg kasi basah.
Mom: spya rata!
[sa berdiri da dgn yakin sambil pgg gunting n sisir. Ni kalila! Mama sa duduk, cerewet lg. Demand mcm sa btul2 d saloon!]
Me: (sambil ktwa) ba ada la yg hilang jari kai gunting bsr!
Mom: (ketawa, maka risau telinganya tergunting.)
[siap, wlupn berketawa bising2 mama sa. Trus mama sa ckp..]
Mom: dulu2 aku pandai ba ptg rmbt ku sendiri.
Me: nahh... Ptg la rmbt ku ckit.
Mom: mari ku ptg.
[nyata sa excited. Maka br jg sa ptg rmbt few days ago.]
Me: (dgn nada yg yakin) ba mak cpt la. Tp jgn telampau pindik ah.
Mom: (pgg gunting da) ba sampai mn ni? Mo ptg mcm mn? (ketawa)
Me: 1 atau 2 inci jak.
Mom: bikin mu apa klu gtu.
Me: ba cptla.
[siuk jak mama ku ptg, sa mula gentar, lalu..]
Me: Mak ko ptg mcm mn tu?
Mom: kasi lurus lu d bwh br la kasi layer (tenang jak dia jwb)
Me: (sambil ktwa geli hati maka gusar uda.) awas ah klu buruk!
[nda puas hati sa pusing tgo d lantai]
Me: Mak!! Aku bilang 1inci jak! Ini brpa inci?? (sambil ktwa n gerigitan)
Mom: (sambil ketawa tendang2 tu rmbt spya sa tia npk) klu gtu jak bikin apa. Na cantik ba ni lurus da. Blm lg kasi layer.
Me: apa lg mo layer? Nda payah la..(terpentan uda)

*semua ini berlaku krn kebosanan melanda d hari sabtu! Last2 rambut santik2 uda layer jd rata ada sumpak lg! Grrrr*